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Looks like my journal is dead.....anyone want to resurect it?
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[30 Jul 2005|11:26am] |
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I am back from basic training. I'm not done yet though, I got 21 weeks of my intel training to go through. My grad date is December 20th. I honestly miss all of you. BMT was not easy. I did learn alot of stuff and warrior week was very interesting. I learn how to shoot a M-16, i went through the gas chamber, and I was in a real-time war enviroment for 3-days straight. It's was fun, but i do not want to go through that crap again, lol. Tech school is going to be tough, but i know i will get through it. I'm settling back down. I'm nervous, but it's only normal. I'm was like that in basic, but i still did well. I killed everyone in basic training with push-ups. I did 130 push-ups in 2 minutes. Beat that, bitches! well yes i miss you all and i will update in how i'm doing at least once a week. Love ya'll. Good bye for now.
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| Final Farewell.... |
[03 Jun 2005|10:38pm] |
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Here's a update on my certain situation. As you know, I'm expected to leave for the air force soon. That day is actually this monday. June 6..... I got accepted into intelligence training. My training will be as long as 26 weeks. I will be returning in december, back to Florida. I will miss you all, I would love to write you all, I just need your addresses. E-mail it (megacraz47@msn.com) or post it to me before monday and i will write you for sure. Adios mi amigos....
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[20 Apr 2005|11:16am] |
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This is my last entry. Sad, I know. it's not like anyone reads this anyways....
It's official, on April 14, 2005, I was enlisted into the United States Air Force Active Duty. In about a week, I will find out exactly what job I will be doing for about 8 years.(4 years active/4 years reserve) I will miss you all, well the ones who care that is. I'll will be leaving between the dates of June 1st-September 1st. It depends on my job.
As for now, I work for FedEx and soon Burlington. I have to pay off my stupid loans, so they can stop bothering me. I don't know what else to write, but good bye.
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| Why would they sell a penis that can strap-on to your chin? |
[11 Mar 2005|02:09am] |
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Interesting day that I may say the least. Let's see....hmmm..I basically slept until 3 in the afternoon. Then Miguel picked me up and we went christian house. We played Halo 2, then played Soul Caliber. I finish the day with a 40W-5L record. Then Chris came to christian house and asked if we want to go to this club called Makos.
.......Now the entry gets good.
We ended up going to Makos in downtown orlando. It was alright there, had some fine ass bitches though. Excuse the language, but hey they were that fine. Afterwards we soon noticed that the fine girls were just the workers and the rest of the girls were ..umm, not good. We ditched the place to drive around and saw Premier Adult Factory Outlet. So we decided what the heck.
.......It gets better.
We went into Premier Adult Factory Outlet and man that place was hiliarous as fuck. It goes to show how sick people can be. The thing that made me laugh the most was the strap-on that goes on your chin. I mean, seriously, what the fuck. lol. They also have so many pornos that it's not even funny. Wait...It was funny. There was this one video called "Big Slong, Little Dong". It was about a midget and a black guy. Miguel died cracking up, when he saw that. Other than that, all the videos were pretty sick.I can't believe people actually spend money on that garbage. We then got bored and decided to go to wal-mart.
.......Then it starts to decline
We went to Wendy's and ate, then went into Wal-mart. We walked around and saw the eye toy for PS2. It was hilarous because eye toy is a sensor that senses your movements. Chris was playing virtua fighter, and everyone though he was psycho because he was acting like Neo(Matrix) and blocked with one finger. Then we got bored
.......Then, well. that's all
We went home and decided to all this again. Except for the preverted store. Man, it was fun.
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| I married twice, but I got bored and killed both of them. |
[06 Mar 2005|12:40am] |
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Hola! Well, nothing hasn't really been going on. I've been home most of the time. Lately though, i've been chilling with the old crew. I've also been playing Fable for quite sometime. Game was too easy. I got bored and just started killing everybody. What else? Oh, the Celica has been fixed, which is pretty awesome. Now all I have to do is finally get my license. Finally had an incentive to do so. Shit, it is also taking forever for the waiver to come in so I can go to boot camp already. Where's the quality of service? Oh well, talk to you guys later.
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--Goth-- Do you wear black eyeliner?: Never How much black clothing do you own?: Well, I like wearing black...It matches. Do you think about death often?: No Do you want to die?: Not yet. Are you a social outcast?: Some people think I am. I don't think so though. Are you pale?: No, fair skinned. Do you cut?: Hell no. Do you like Hot Topic?: Actually, I do.
--Skater Punk-- Can you skateboard?: psst, no. I suck. How often do you go into Vans?: Used to go all the time when the xbox was there. Not anymore though. What's your sneaker brand?: K-Swiss Do you do stupid stuff with your friends?: All the time. Are the long skater cuts hot?: what? How much do you get in trouble?: Only when I have a reason. Lately, I have alot of reasons it seems. Do you listen to the bands who are considered "posers"?: No, I guess. Doesn't matter if they posers if it sounds good. How many piercings do you have?: zippo
--Prep-- How often do you say the word "like"?: Alot, to explain shit. Do you shop at Abercrombie and Fitch?: Never Are the A&F models hot?: Usually all models are. How many purses do you own?: 0 Is lip gloss a must?: ??? No. Is this a girl survey? How often do you wear makeup?: No Ever had a manicure?: No, lol. Rock music is bad, right?: No. Are you ever ditzy?: When, i'm tired. Do you own high heels?: no! Have you ever said "Oh my gosh"?: No, usually I say wtf. Are you a cheerleader?: No.
--Hippie-- Is your hair long?: No, extremely short. Are you a vegetarian?: no. Do you own a tye dye shirt?: no. Do you want peace?: Yes, Impossible though. Do you want to save the animals?: Yes, the endangered ones. What do you think about the war?: Wha! Whoo! Good god ya'll! What is it good for? Absolutely nothing! Sing again now! Have you ever made a peace sign with your two fingers: Actually no.
--Gangsta-- Are you from the ghetto?: Yes, from the mean streets. Do you own "bling bling"?: Yes What do you think about do-rags?: I don't need it. So, I don't care. Do you like rap?: Yes How about hip-hop?: Yes, rap is hip hop. Was Tupac truly the greatest rapper in the world?: *One* of the greatest rappers. Biggie, KRS One, and Nas are the only ones who compete. What do you think about afros?: Only good if your black. Have you ever said 'fo shizzle'?: Yes, but only to be funny. How about 'oh, snap son'?: Never, that's stupid.
--Frat-- Is life a party?: Somewhat, only if you have money though. How often do you get drunk?: Once every three months maybe. Do you care about your grades?: Always did. Do you need attitude adjustment?: My attitude is just fine.
--Emo-- How often do you cry?: Not much at all. Do you have an ex?: Actually no. Never a relationships, only flings. Do you have an acoustic guitar?: Yes, broken now though. Are you emotional?: I can be when necessary. Do you like soft music?: Yes Do people understand you?: Yes Do you write your own songs?: No
--Jock-- Do you play any sports?: Used to play all the time. Still quite frequent though. How important are they to you?: Used to be my life basically. How important is your reputation?: Always had a good rep. Do you pick on the geeky kids?: No, I usually helped them. What do you think about football?: Fun as fuck. Are you considered a bully by anyone?: When I wrestle, all the time, lol. I kicked ass.
--Geek-- Do you wear glasses?: Yes, wearing contacts now though. Do you get good grades?:I had good grades. No more school. Are you smart?: Yes. Intel, baby. Do you use an inhaler?: Used to. Do you stick pens and calculators into your shirt pockets?: No, lol. Does your mom buy your clothes?: No. How often are you on the computer?: A whole lot. Do you get picked on?: No.
Looks like i'm most like a jock, then anything else. Then Gangsta second and Frat third. Frats are for guys right?
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| Where am I? Seriously! Stop laughing at me! |
[23 Feb 2005|11:17pm] |
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Here's an update....yay!
Hello fellow people. I miss you all. I've just been held hostage at my home for quite some time. Maybe, just maybe, I might be going to visit my friend at the jail. It depends if Teresa calls me or not. What else??? I neeeeeed a job. I got to pay my bank loan or else i'm screwed. I'm going to try every place possible to get hired. Anyone can help, just tell me. Nothing new has been happenning, just been home. Anybody want to save me, come to my house please! lol. Heather? Meghan? Junior? Luis? Christian? Anyone? Well, i guess i'll just play some games till I drop asleep as usual. Adios people! Love you all!
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001: Name: Jesse Ray 002: Nickname: Jesse 003: Country of living: U.S. 004: Shoe Size: 12 - 12 1/2 005: Birthday: July 14 006: Hair Color: Dark Brown 007: Eye Color: Dark Brown 008: School/Work: bleh? None...waiting for AF 009: Smoke: Nope, can't. 010: Hobbies: Sleeping, Eating, Working out, sleeping, chilling with friends, and sleeping. 011: Brothers/Sisters: 2 sisters (one younger and one older) 2 brothers (both older) 012: Relationship: Single 013: Piercings: None 014: Tattoos: Not yet, after basic training yes. 015: Favorite country to go to: Dominican Republic 016: Are there people you wont reply to: Not really, there's nobody I hate. 017: Nicest person you met this year: Josh 018: Person you rather not have met this year: Marine recruiter 019: Who would you like to meet: Nas 020: Who do you admire most: My mother, really. Other than that, Nas. 021: Most sexy person(s): Jessica Alba 023: Favorite car: BMW Z3 & Z4 024: Favorite Movie: Chronicles of Riddick 025: Favorite City: Paterson, my hometown in Jersey. 026: Favorite Music: I like all. I listen mostly to Old school Rap. 027: Favorite Stuffed Toy: None 028: Favorite CD: My current MP3 Mix 029: Favorite Magazine: GMR 030: Favorite sound: A familar voice 031: Favorite TV Show: i dont know 032: Favorite writer: Stephen king 033: Favorite Nickname: Ah, Jes? 034: What is on your mouse pad: SCC- the college. 035: What is under your bed: Shoes, tons of tons of shoes. 036: Favorite Color: Dark Green 037: Favorite song: Main Source- Live at the BBQ. 038: Favorite song at this moment: Element Eighty- Broken Promises 039:Favorite Food: Lasagna, but only my mom's homemade kind. yum, yum. 040: Favorite class in school: Well, in college it was my Critical Thinking class, alot of cuties there. 041: Favorite Drink: Red Bull 042: Lucky Number: 47 043: What do you think is the greatest thing about yourself: That i'm quite generous and nice to all people. 044: What deodorant do you use: uh, Dove. 045: Favorite Shoes: My K-Swiss 046: What time do you go to bed on weekdays: 3-4am? 047: What word do you use most: yeah 048: Most romantic moment in your life: Not many of those, I guess when I met my first love Emily. 049: My most embarrassing moment in your life: When I lost to a 119 pounder, but that was after I took out 7 or 8 guys. Still, embrassing... 050: You spend your time outside or inside: Definitly inside nowadays 051: What do you do on the weekends: Uh, sleep... 052: What class in school do you dislike most: In college, Math 178..Stupid Advanced College Algebra. 053: Your Breakfast: Oatmeal Cookies!!!yay!!! 054: What do you really, really dislike to eat: Mayo....ugh..yuck! 055: Pets: None 056: Laugh or dream: Dream, I sleep way too much. 057: Serious or funny: Mostly serious, can be funny. 058: Fast or slow: Fast at thinking, slow at working. 059: You prefer being alone or have relationship with someone: Well, i rather be with someone, but i don't go out, so it's impossible. Plus I'm also rather picky, Last year, i've rejected 5 girls. 060: Simple or complicated?:complicated, i suupose. 061: Cremate or Buried when you die: Buried 063: Stay up late or go to bed early: Stay up late, everyday. 064: Light or dark?: Dark 065: Speak or Silence: Silence 066: Do you like a Tall or small men/women: Don't matter, girls I talk to are typically shorter. 067: Newspaper or Television: TV 068: Hug or kiss: Both. 069: Happy or Sad: happy 070: Life or Death: Life 071: Gig or Disco: Disco, hit that funky funky groove. 072: Left or Right: right 073: do u like fire: uh, sure. As long its not on me. 074: light hair or dark hair?: dark 075: What would you ask God if you could ask him 1 single question: So what's up? 076: You believe in reincarnation: Not really, but could be true. 077: You believe in Aliens: No, if there were, they would look like us. 078: When you die, what will be your last words?: Safety 079: Does true love exist: yes 080: How many kids would you like to have: 1 boy, 1 girl...i'm done. 081: What is the one thing you can't stand: Fake ass people. 082: Best feeling: Love, i suppose. 083: Worst feeling in the world: Rejection. 084: What are you afraid of: Family members death. 085: Are you an emotional person: not really 086: Do you ever cry during a movie: Nope 087: Your goal in life: Become a veteran and make about 300,000 per year in networking. 088: What was the promise you made to yourself at New Years Eve: Start getting back in shape. 089: Favorite art-artist: Bob 090: As what animal would you like to come back as: Lion 091: Where did you get this question list: Kat 092: what do you do most on your PC: DL stuff. 097: Whats the most annoying thing that people ask you?: Where you been?...that's annoying. 098: Do you get in trouble a lot: no 099: Is there a question you missed in this all: no 100: Are you religious? yes 101: What super power do you wish to have: Mind reading 102: Your gender: male 103: Straight/gay/BI: straight 106: Age you act: uh, 21. Get that alot. 110: The color of your nails: normal 111: Happy with it: ugh? 113 Your living arrangement: condo, with family 114: What's your job: Soon to be telephone systems or INTEL in the Air Force. 119: Do you have a Webpage: yeah 120: Do you live in the moment: sometimes 122: Do you have any secrets: not really 123: Do you hate yourself: no 124: Do you like your handwriting: no, lol. 126: What is the compliment you get most from people: your nice. 127: If a movie were made about your life, what would it be called: The struggle 128: What's your biggest fear: ........ 129: Can you sing: yes, much better when I was younger though. 130: Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool: Never 132: If you were another person, would you be friends with you: I suppose so. 133: Are you a daredevil: no 134: Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself: yes, actually 137: What is your greatest strength and weakness: My kindness and weakness is my temper. 141: Do you think you are emotionally strong: yeah 142: Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life: yeah, alot, lol. 143: Do you think life has been good so far: yes 145: What do you like the most about your body: Ugh, don't know, ask the ladies. 148: Are you confident: yes 150: Do people know how you feel: a few 152: Do drugs: no 153: Read the newspaper: sometimes 154: Pray: yes 155: Go to church: unfortunly, not a whole lot. 158: Take walks in the rain: maybe 159: Talk to people even though you hate them: I don't hate no one. 163: Hurt yourself: no 164: Been out of the country: not yet 166: Burped: hah yea 167: Been unfaithful: yes, before i became religious. 169: Done drugs: yes 170: Gone skinny-dipping: no 172: Ran away from home: yea 173: Played strip poker: no 174: Gotten beaten up: ha, never. 175: Been picked on: nope 176: Been on stage: yeah 178: Slept outdoors: yes 179: Thought about suicide: no 180: Pulled an all-nighter: weeelllll....no 182: Gone one day without food: yea 183: Talked on the phone all night: no 184: Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex?: no 185: Slept all day: yes, lol. 186: killed someone: hope not 190: Kissed the same sex: no 191: Done anything sexual with the same sex: no 192: Been betrayed: yes 193: Had a dream that came true: yea 195: Met a famous person: yes 196: Have you ever killed an animal by accident: no 197: Stolen anything: yes 199: Been in a mosh-pit: yes 200: Had a nervous breakdown: yes 204: Had a dream that kept coming back: yes 205: Miracles: yes 208: God: yes 210: Santa: no :( 211: Ghosts: no 212: Luck: no, shit happens...no such thing as luck. 213: Love at first sight: yes 216: Easter bunny: no 218: Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow: I don't know, ask a flammer. 219: Do you wish on stars?: no 224: Turn-on: Confidence 225: Turn-off: Bitches or immaturity 226: Do you base your judgement on looks alone: no 231: Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking: Yes, wink wink 233: What is the worst thing about the opposite sex: Some of them can be total bitches 234: What's the last present someone gave you: a cowboy hat from xavier. haha 237: Favorite weather: Spring
whew, that took longer than expected. well see ya guys.
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You Belong in 1975 |
1975
If you scored...
1950 - 1959: You're fun loving, romantic, and more than a little innocent. See you at the drive in!
1960 - 1969: You are a free spirit with a huge heart. Love, peace, and happiness rule - oh, and drugs too.
1970 - 1979: Bold and brash, you take life by the horns. Whether you're partying or protesting, you give it your all!
1980 - 1989: Wild, over the top, and just a little bit cheesy. You're colorful at night - and successful during the day.
1990 - 1999: With you anything goes! You're grunge one day, ghetto fabulous the next. It's all good!
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heh, kinda cheesy
Your Porn Star Name is: Private Dick
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You Know You Drink Too Much When... |
Your doctor finds traces of blood in your alcohol stream.
The back of your head keeps getting hit by the toilet seat.
The parking lot seems to have moved while you were in the bar
When you go to donate blood and they ask what proof?
You think the Four Basic Food Groups are Caffeine, Nicotine, Alcohol, and Hotties.
You have a "happy hour" at home
When you are sober, people ask you what's wrong?
You spend all night making a board game called Alcohol Land
Although you drove home the other night you can't remember how you got home or where you parked your car "Hi ocifer. I'm not under the affluence of incohol."
Your favorite drink is ethanol.
"Why does everybody think I have a prinking droblem?! - I don't have a prinking droblem!"
"I don't have a drinking prob..pleb..prub.. *hic* Pash me another, tarbender."
You can spend a whole night holding up walls to prevent their (your) collapse.
You instinctively know where the alcohol is in a store you've never been in before
Clubs raise their drink prices because you haven't attended in a while
You think beer and ramen make a good breakfast
You frequently urinate outdoors.
When you first wake up and you're afraid you're gonna die and a half-hour later you're afraid you won't.
You fall asleep taking a dump.
You believe that spilling a beer is alcohol abuse.
You go to the john to hurl, but you take your beer with you.
You find it's easier to study drunk.
You're on a first name basis at the detoxification center.
Beer ads make sense.
You wake up to the sound of your dog drinking out of the toilet and you're so dry that it sounds mighty thirst quenching.
You wake the next morning and start drinking a few of the half empties left sitting around the room.
The space on your driver's license that tells your eye color reads "bloodshot".
You fall down a flight of steps and DON'T spill a drop of your beer.
You mix your cocktails by the litre.
You grow a beard because it stops beer that's running down your chin.
You put off urinating in hopes of reaching that near orgasmic Zen-like piss.
When the bottle says 20 standard drinks but you only get 5.
You spell Alcohol with a capital letter out of respect
You lose arguments with inanimate objects.
You have to hold onto the lawn to keep from falling off the earth
Your career won't progress beyond Senator from Massachusettes.
24 hours in a day, 24 beers in a case - coincidence?? - I think not!
Two hands and just one mouth... - now THAT'S a drinking problem!
"Norm!" is what they say when you enter the bar.
You can focus better with one eye closed
The parking lot seems to have moved while you were in the bar
You fall off the floor.
You discover in the morning that liquid cleaning supplies have mysteriously disappeared.
Hey, 5 beers has just as many calories as a burger, screw dinner!
Beer: it's not just for breakfast anymore.
The glass keeps missing your mouth.
Vampires get woozy after bitting you.
At AA meeting you begin: "Hi, my name is... uh..."
Your idea of cutting back is less seltzer.
You wake up in the bedroom, your underwear is in the bathroom, you fell asleep clothed. - hmm.
Every night you're beginning to find your roomate's cat more and more attractive.
If you're on a diet, you cut back your food calories to allow for alcohol calories.
"Take me drunk, I'm home!"
You wake up naked lying in the corner of a bus depot.
You drink to get over a hangover.
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oh, man.
You Are 24 Years Old |
24
Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.
13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.
20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.
30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!
40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.
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Slippery? Wait and shocking, oh okay...I get it.
Your Dominant Intelligence is Interpersonal Intelligence |

You shine in your ability to realate to and understand others. Good at seeing others' points of view, you get how people think and feel. You have an uncanny ability to sense true feelings, intentions, and motivations. A natural born leader, you are great at teaching and mediating conflict.
You would make a good counselor, salesperson, politician, or business person.
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Your Penis Name is: Godzilla
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alright, gittity gittity...
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lol, so stupid...
She Wants to Move by N.E.R.D. |

"Her off beat dance makes me fantasize (Her curves) She's sexy!! Her ass is a spaceship I want to ride (Her ass) She's sexy!!"
In 2004 you got your groove on - and had the best time ever.
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You Are a Losing Lottery Ticket! |

Full of hope and promise. But in the end, a cheap letdown.
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yes!!!
You are 47% Cancer

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47% that's a lucky number.
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| HAPPY BIRTHDAY HEATHER!!!! |
[10 Feb 2005|09:42pm] |
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Yes, Happy Birthday Heather. Wow, my little girl is seventeen years old. I'm sorry I didn't give you a present, but i'm broke. I'll hook you up. As a present I'll dedicate this entry to you. Let's see...where should I start? Okay, we met about 2 years ago in thelement. First words that you ever said to me was an insult. Classic day that I must say the least. Around the time I met you, I didn't like too many people. I thought they were all fake and stupid, but that's high school for ya. You were different from the others, you were actually cool. Plus at that time, I didn't like to talking to nobody because I was rather shy. You, for some reason, I felt I can talk to. So, as you can tell, I think quite highly of you. I am glad that I have met you. You are a great person, you should never forget it. If people were to think otherwise, fuck them bitches. I hope you have more great years to come. Whereever that I may go, I will never forget you. I wish to never lose touch of you. You are a rarity in the bunch. Thank you for being my friend. Love you lots. God bless. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!:)
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| Damn monkeys! There always were you least expect them! |
[05 Feb 2005|06:05pm] |
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AHHHHHHH!!!!whew, i needed a good scream. I spend two days straight at MEPS (the military place to go in the military) and all that time I had got a damn DQ. I'm hella pissed the fuck off. arghhhhh! Now my recruiter has to ask for a waiver to a person in Texas. I'll most likely get it, so it's not as bad. I have to go next week to that place again.
Other than that, I had a good time yesterday with my family. We went to TGI Fridays and it was for my big sister's birthday. She turned 25 years old. I'm happy for her. Also after that i went to christian's so-called "party". It was a total waste of my life. The party is only good when I host it.
That is all, Pray that I get that waiver. Peace my friends.
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| Look at me! I'm a fucking pussy ass redneck that's trying to act tough! |
[01 Feb 2005|10:01pm] |
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Well nothing much has been going on, ever since I lost my job.....I mean, 3 weeks without hours, you would think you were gone. So yeah, I looked at the results of my ASVAB test. My scores were pretty high. I looked at a list that had all the jobs and the score requirement next to it. I qualified for every job in the Air Force. The one that I picked was an intelligence job, like the top secret shit. For backup, I put communications jobs and therapy. Let's see....I saw the Royal Rumble, and freaking Batista won. hmm...I also went to TNA today. Pretty cool when Jeff Hardy and Abis went over the fence and fought right next to us. Then after the event was over, this one guy went into Junior's face and tried to act all tough.....man! I'm not letting that go. That guy was too scared to face me because I would of kicked his ass. But yeah, it was fucking hilarious. You had to have been there. I would have fought if he had stepped up. I'm not afraid of noooooobody. So yeah, i'm leaving to tampa tommorrow to get my physical to be enlisted in the Air Force. Wish me luck!
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[18 Jan 2005|12:32pm] |
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THREE NAMES YOU GO BY: 1. Jesse 2. Jes 3. socko
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD: 1. NewJerdominrican 2. UltraSSJ4BROLLY 3. Megacraz0047
THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF: 1. My charm 2. My muscles 3. My calmness
THREE THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF: 1. My gut 2. My theighs 3. My Knees
THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE: 1. Dominican 2. Puerto Rican 3. American
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU: 1. Death of a family member or friend 2. Getting a girl pregnant 3. Shots (The needle kind)
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS: 1. My Superman Ring 2. My Glasses 3. My wallet
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW: 1. Denim Jeans 2. T-Shirt 3. K-Swiss
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS (at the moment): 1. Nas 2. 50 Cent 3. Jimmy Eat World
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS (at the moment): 1. Nas- Thief's Theme 2. Game- This Is How We Do 3. Jimmy Eat World- Pain
THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS: 1. Get my damn license. 2. Basic Training. 3. Start school again.
FOUR THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP(other than love) 1. Trust 2. Truth 3. Freedom 4. Fun
THREE THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX (or same) THAT APPEAL TO YOU: 1. Charm 2. Sense of Humor 3. Atitude
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES: 1. Listening to Music 2. Watching Movies 3. Getting full, then sleeping for 12 hours.
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW: 1. Sleep 2. Talk to my old friends 3. Get a ride to the recruiters
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING: 1. Network Administrative Manager 2. WWE/Actor 3. Military Police
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION: 1. New Jersey (Where I am from) 2. Dominican Republic (The native country) 3. Tokyo, Japan (I want to go there so badly.)
THREE KIDS NAMES: 1. James 2. Grabriella 3. Tony
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE: 1. Have a Family 2. Have a huge house w/ good money 3. Make peace with my lord and savior Jesus Christ.
THREE WAYS I AM STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY 1. Fascination With Girls Bodies (yup) 2. I am a guy. 3. I love Booze, Food, and Women.
THREE WAYS I AM STEREOTYPICALLY A CHICK 1. .... 2. .... 3. . . . .
TEN CELEBRITIES I'D TOTALLY DO (in no particular order)
Halle Berry Angelina Jolie Kelly (From American Idol) Mary-Kate Olsen Ashley Olsen Jessica Alba *hottest* Michelle Rodriquez Amy (From Evanesence) Lindsay Lohan Stacy Keibler
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| stole it from jamie |
[31 Dec 2004|01:53pm] |
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01. on your current playlist, hit shuffle and pick the first fifteen songs on the list. 02. write down one (or two) line(s) of the song. try to avoid lines that include the title. 03. have your friends comment and see if they know the songs. 04. when someone guesses correctly, delete the line and list the correct name of the song next to it.
1. "I was selling rocks, when master P was saying "urghhh!!!"
2. "Baby I just don't get it, Do you enjoy getting hurt?"
3. "My brain is taking in too much pain"
4. "I been known you for a long time, but fucking you never crossed my mind."
5. "I don't feel the way i ever feel, i know, i gonna smile when i get worried."
6. "True story i'm bringing the team back, even Roy Jones was forced to lean back."
7. "Come along, follow me as I lead into the darkness, so I can provide enough spark that we need to proceed."
8. "Gotta be twenty man, it's not even funny that they can't breathe."
9. "I been to saudi arabia and from little Africa is where we lived, better known as Queensbridge."
10. "Tired of playing of games of looking for someone else to blame."
11. "It's hard to yell with the boroughs in your mouth."
12. "Hey, can you hear the sounds of the stereo? The subliminal mind fuck america." -Greenday "American Idiot"- *solved by Jamie*
13. "I don't know about ya'll, but i know about us and it's the only way we know how to roc."
14. "Why you got to let the terminator win the election, come on pay attention."
15. "If that mockingbird don't sing and that ring don't shine. I'm going to break the birdie's neck and go back to the jewler that sold it to ya...."
Good luck
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| jeez, wtf |
[30 Dec 2004|12:20pm] |
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yesterday was a crazy day. I quit the marines and went into the air force. Man how blind i was. The marine recruiter is a good manipulator. Anyways, i chilled with my uncle and cousin in his giant ass house. the house was like MTV crips kind of house. damn, that house was huge. I remember getting a call from my manager to call i for work. Then I started playing XIII on Xbox, then idania called me crying her butt off. She was saying that christian got in a huge accident. I ran out the door and chris picked me up. We went to the where the accident took place and the car was smashed. I was surprised that christian even made it out alive. Then we got lost trying to get to the hospital. It took us about 45 minutes just to get there. Then we waited in the emergency room for about 3 1/2 hours. Good thign christian was good enough to return home the same day. God was with him that day. Thank the lord because without him, I would of lost a very good friend of mine. Thank you lord and my savior Jesus Christ. Christian if your reading this, remember god is always with you, don't lose the faith.
Well that's about it. Good bye everybody. Adios.
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[24 Dec 2004|01:40am] |
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crazy crazy crazy week....I had signed up for the marines. I was definitly sure I was going. Then as a sign from god it seems. I was not accepted into MEPS (place where you get physicals and tests) because someone in front of me had some trouble and by the time they got to me, it was already too late. So from all this time of thinking, I want to go to the air reserves instead. I know the recruiters at the marine place will be extremely pissed off at me. But I don't care, they don't scare me. It just that they got all my documents. Like my original birth certificate, social secruity card, and high school diploma. So i'm kind of in a bind. I been trying to get a hold of the air force recuiter, but it seems the he's on vacation. This sucks! I'm sure everything will turn out for the best.
Work fucking sucks! I need another job because I won't be making enough money with just the reserves. And I defintly don't want to go back to KB Toys. Fuck them bitches. Today my manager brigette got a alergic reaction and was breaking out. Even though everyone doesn't seem to like her. I don't hate her, and I hope she's okay. God bless her.
~I need a break! fo' shizzle! Once I start the reserves, you'll be seeing alot less of jesse. Plus i'll be moving soon as well. So we need to parrrrty! Good night everybody.
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| paint does not go well on hair |
[15 Dec 2004|10:22pm] |
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Today was a fun day. I went to my Telecommunications and Psychology class. After that, Luis, Christian, Miguel, and me got lost on the way to the paintball place. It took us about an hour just to find it. I was fucking fun! Even though I may got shot in the head five times and one on my inner theigh which hurt like like ahhhhh.....words doesn't explain the pain. In other words, it fucking left a dent in my leg. excuse the language, but it hurt really really really bad. Paintball is fun as shit. I wish I can go again, jsut with even more people. Who wants to go painballing---open invitation. Another cool thing was I got to my nigga katrina. Where we had the amzing field trip to circle K. It was great, lol. Hope you all had fun as well.
~Party, if anyone is interested. Post if you do want to come. Warning, there is going to be alcohol. So no one get a pissy fit.
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| I live for ebay... |
[13 Dec 2004|10:01pm] |
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Disturbed- Down with the Sickness |
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I've brought about 6 items, since starting 3 weeks ago. I practically brought a whole computer for $120. Nice one, too. For who can understand it... Pentium 4 2.8Ghz processor 400MHz Bus 512MB DDR Ram 160GB Hard Drive 64MB AGP Video Card
As for the part of my life that is not owned by ebay... Everything has been going pretty decent. I just don't know if i'm passing MATH 178 or not.
Highlights of the week -Changed my hairstyle for the first time in 18 years (wait that's my lifetime) -Chilled with Heather and Greg -Helped build a "ship" -Drank some mike's hard cranberry lemonade -Brought a computer worth about $600 for $120 on ebay basically.
~That's about it. Nite nite...
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| jeez, another one? |
[08 Dec 2004|10:33pm] |
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Well, i graduated when i was 17. Wow, 100% that's an interesting figure.
Man i'm bored. I NEED to get my car insured already!
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